Tomorrow

I wanted this to work. I wanted it to be a great experience.
The time of my life. I wanted to learn a lot.
I wanted to be liked and be respected. I wanted all the above.

Too bad it has to end this way. Too bad I have to leave.
The idea was great. At least I can say that I tried. I tried.
Most people wouldn't try.
But I did.

And most people would stay too.
Stay and endure the - for lack of a better word - shit.
But I'm not. I'm too stubborn and too tough.
I'm starting over tomorrow.
Tomorrow... I'm gonna leave here.

The Flame

Well, here goes nothing. I'm leaving.
I am embarking on a new adventure. All alone.
My chance to make something of this. Of me.
What is going to happen? I'm scared.
But I am so excited.
I want to jump out of my skin.
I get to do what?

Will I be successful?
Was this the right choice?
I hope this is in God's plan. It has to be.
Or maybe it will be wrong.
And all the memories will haunt me.
I have to dig deep.
Deep into this strength. A strength not many see.

I keep fighting it. The way I feel.
But this was meant for me.
It is what I was born to do.
Why do I try so hard to run away?
Avoid the fire that is burning inside.
I tried to put it out.
But the flame is just too high.