3 years ago
Sunday, July 31, 2011
To eat or not to eat? That is the question. The question I struggle with every second of every day. It is draining...
If I eat, I will feel guilty and starve myself the rest of the day. If I don't eat, I will feel great about myself and be happier.
If I eat, I will be less hungry and have more energy. If I don't eat, I will be sick, tired, and weak.
If I eat, I will hate myself and feel like crying. If I don't eat, I will look in the mirror and like myself a little bit more.
If I eat, my body will get the nutrients it needs to stay alive. If I don't eat, I will eventually die.
If I eat, I will be so upset and angry with myself for having no self control. If I don't eat, I will take pride in how strong I am for resisting the hunger.
If I eat, I will gain weight. If I don't eat, I will lose weight.
If I eat, I will be fat. If I don't eat, I will be thin.
Thin.
If I eat, I will feel guilty and starve myself the rest of the day. If I don't eat, I will feel great about myself and be happier.
If I eat, I will be less hungry and have more energy. If I don't eat, I will be sick, tired, and weak.
If I eat, I will hate myself and feel like crying. If I don't eat, I will look in the mirror and like myself a little bit more.
If I eat, my body will get the nutrients it needs to stay alive. If I don't eat, I will eventually die.
If I eat, I will be so upset and angry with myself for having no self control. If I don't eat, I will take pride in how strong I am for resisting the hunger.
If I eat, I will gain weight. If I don't eat, I will lose weight.
If I eat, I will be fat. If I don't eat, I will be thin.
Thin.
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1 comments:
Amen. Sheep are cute, but unless they're going to smother me with their fuzz to get me to sleep, it's all a load of crap.
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