Rainy Day Feeling

I miss you tonight.
It's like that rainy day type feeling.
You don't deserve to be missed.
But I miss you anyways.
I need a hug and no one is here.
I need someone to say that things will be okay.
You always did that.
But now your doing that for someone else.
I loved you and you threw it all away.
You idiot.
It hurts. You hurt me.
Time for me to move on.
Move on with my life.
My life.
Not our lives. Not our dreams. Not our goals.
Just me now.
It used to be simple.
We loved eachother.
It's not so simple anymore. Is it?