This Is My Reaction

So I write song lyrics every once in a while. I enjoy it because I LOVE music and writing. Perfect combo. Here is my most recent...

This Is My Reaction

Look at me, I’m a mess
You don’t even see it
You don’t have a clue

I want to start running to create an escape
But something tells me not to leave
Not to leave until I give you a shot

If I had the time to feel or to make this seem real
I would never let you walk by without me
But this is my reaction instead of all the tears

I’m saving my words for this
For everything I’m not
For everything you are

Part of me is still gone
Gone somewhere you won’t go
All I’m waiting for is the rescue

If I had the time to feel or make this seem real
I would never let you walk by without me
But this is my reaction instead of all the tears

Spare me the heartache
I’m tired of dying to feel alive
I’ve turned into a travesty
So this is my reaction