3 years ago
Saturday, July 30, 2011
I. Am. Sad.
Very sad.
I feel like I'm sinking.
I want to sleep.
Why don't I have any friends?
Why doesn't anyone call me?
No one wants me.
Am I that fat and ugly?
I must be.
Too bad, because I am hungry.
But not hungry enough to eat.
When will this be over?
Can I be done?
I just want to cry.
I wish I could.
Must. Hold. It. Together.
Very sad.
I feel like I'm sinking.
I want to sleep.
Why don't I have any friends?
Why doesn't anyone call me?
No one wants me.
Am I that fat and ugly?
I must be.
Too bad, because I am hungry.
But not hungry enough to eat.
When will this be over?
Can I be done?
I just want to cry.
I wish I could.
Must. Hold. It. Together.
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1 comments:
:( True friends will love you no matter what you look like. I'm sure that you're beautiful though and that your appearances are not the reason why. Maybe you have more friends than you think but have shied away from them a bit? I can't profess to know you or your life, just wanted to send you some support. I've wondered similar things before about how looks can affect how people feel about me, and I've found out that, more often than not, how I feel about me can have a larger influence on my relationships. Beyond that, I think that often times people magnify what they see to be their imperfections and think that others find them to be as big of a deal, when really, they might not even notice or care. I hope that you feel better. I wish you strength in your journey, it's not always easy, but a lot of times, it becomes worth it, even if it's hard to see how right now. Good luck with everything.
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