What Now?

What am I going to do? I wish I had you to talk to. I always could talk to you about anything. I can't anymore.

I just pass you on the sidewalk and can't say a word. I want to say so much. I have tears that need to fall down. I have sadness that needs to be comforted.

You are here around me, but you are not here with me. I don't know if I can stay here any longer and bare this.

My life is about to change for the better(I hope), and I can't even share it with you.