Why am I not good enough?

I do not feel good enough. I never feel good enough. Ever. It is exhausting and frustrating.

I could be more thoughtful. More caring. More honest. I could do more for others. Help someone in need. Give money to a charity. I could do more.

I could get better grades. I could be a better student. I try so damn hard and I get C’s. Frustrating, but I could try harder.

I could be a better friend. Maybe if I was a better friend, someone would think I was good enough. Maybe.

I could be thinner. I could eat less or eat nothing at all, but I am not strong enough. I need to be stronger.

No matter what I do, nothing is ever good enough. Why am I not good enough?